Amelia huffed her face red and swollen from crying as she walked towards a park bench sitting down on the bench once she got there placing the tote like bag she had on her shoulder next to her on the bench.
" He's Gone and he isn't coming back to his little sun and moon anymore never to see anyone he has left behind again!" Amelia almost yelling out her words in sadness picturing her father in her head.
But then a questioning thought came to her ' Why am I sad over a man who years ago abused myself and my mother why do I feel anything for him?' Amelia stood facing the tree behind the bench and watched with a sick twisted type of smile on her face the tree go up in flames she was upset that her father died and it pissed her off that she felt something other than pure hatred for the man she who hurt her and her mom years ago while she couldn't let this anger go she did realize that he had changed for the better some years ago after her 'Uncle Winny' visited.
Amelia stood there watching the tree as it was consumed by the flames she had put there it was around two-thirty in the afternoon that she got there and the first thing she does is light a tree on fire and watching it burn before sitting in the ashes of the tree her head in her hands as she begins to cry again. ' I need a drink or five and my keep awake stash .' She thought getting up and grabbing her bag pulling out a little glass container with a straw before opening said container and snorting about 2 grams worth of cocaine before putting it away in the secret compartment of her bag. Amelia watched as people walked or ran passed her fast or avoided her altogether trying to get ahold of someone to help with the fire.
They didn't care about Amelia they only cared that she destroyed a tree a stupid big old ugly tree. She growled that did not help her anger and the sadness she felt in fact it made it worse.' I Need help too you know my father just died and I have know way of dealing with it at all ' she screamed in her mind as she once again shut down going numb.